I am nothing Ruined, destroyed Shattered like glass A slow death At your hands I am no longer human But I am not a fucking animal (83 days of annihilation)

Non compos mentis Alone with my thoughts The questions dance in taunting circles Around me To what lengths must I go To rid myself of this PAINFUL - EXISTENCE Feel the world fall apart Ground gives way under me Head's full of nothing I'm sick of it all PAINFUL - EXISTENCE Walk down a different path Laid down and left for dead Broken and battered Completely destroyed Don't want to live like this Suffering mindlessly Help me find a way out Please just end it all Strength fades, hopes effervesce The end lures me in Let everything go Allow the dark to tear me open And crawl inside my body Fucking useless

Hungry... So hungry... A second chance is all I wanted To make myself known I love you, my brother For giving me a body to call "home" Assimilate Osmosis of the flesh My blood becomes yours Soon I will Become you Give me control Just let me fucking live I will evolve and take you over GIVE ME EXISTENCE Must consume everything Must become whole

Why are we here? Is it just to suffer and die? Do our lives have any meaning? Is there any reason to try? BIRTH - PAIN - DEATH BIRTH - PAIN - DEATH Hopeless electronic addicts Brought forth screaming from the womb Sent to our deaths Were we blind to the plan Or was it ignorance? BIRTH - PAIN - DEATH BIRTH - PAIN - DEATH Why are we here? Is it just to suffer and die? Do our lives have any meaning? We'll endlessly ask ourselves "why?" NOTHING MATTERS ANYMORE NOTHING MATTERS ANYMORE

(Someone please help me) Do you know how it fucking feels To have the world try and swallow you whole? Do you know how it fucking feels To think that the earth wants you dead? I can feel thousands of eyes Boring into my mind Their vacant, acussing glares Bring me closer to the light Bury me alive (I want to fade away) Do you know? Do you know how it feels? Trapped in my own mind The water is rising Their fingers, they point They all point at me I hear voices through the walls Clawing at my own skin Old scars resurfacing Dragged into the abyss Never to be seen again I HEAR VOICES THROUGH THE FUCKING WALLS His words, hollow and meaningless They travel through my mind And ring tunelessly in my ears I now know my place in this world I only have one final request Let me hang on the cross and lay amongst the flames Basking in the gloom In the gloom... In the gloom... In the gloom...

Spent my life locked away Smash the good out of me Make me grow out my horns I'm not the man I used to be I AM A KILLER A rapist, a thief, a murderer I AM A KILLER A liar, an arsonist, traitorous scum I will not apologize I will do it again I don't need your fucking pity GENOCIDE I am rage personified In my mind I've killed you all a thousand times The spirit of hate HATE HATE HATE

I am a god King of the degenerates A martyr to the lesser kind The beaten-down and the unloved Are my loyal subjects I've lumped this shit for too long now The tables have turned A taste of your own medicine Now you'll see how it fucking feels I won't listen to the lies you feed us anymore Under cover of night we will snatch the rug out from beneath you FROM BENEATH YOU FROM BENEATH YOU FROM BENEATH YOU Now I am a god You cannot kill me I bring the end of days To forge the perfect new world I AM TETSUO

I CANNOT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE I WANT TO KILL YOU ALL THE FEELING HAS LINGERED FOR FAR TOO LONG THE VOICES IN MY HEAD ARE SCREAMING IN MY EAR THE PAIN HAS BECOME TOO MUCH FOR ONLY ME TO BEAR EVERY SECOND OF EVERY FUCKING DAY THE THOUGHTS ENTER MY MIND THEY SEND ME INTO A HAZE AND ALL I SEE IS BODIES FOR FUCKING MILES THE BLOOD THE FLESH YOU'LL ALL SUCCUMB TO IT IN TIME NO ONE IS SAFE NO SURVIVORS AND NO WITNESSES THE EARTH SHALL BE CLEANSED

Day in, day out Day in, day out Day in, day fucking out Trapped in Room 101 I will never escape I don't fucking care about you Or any of the trivial bullshit you spout at me Entitlement and arrogance It grows and it will never fucking stop Not much longer now... I want to die And I will take you down with me It's all the same It's all the same YOU'RE ALL THE SAME

My veins are burning with orgasmic rage The prick brings nothing with it Eating myself from the inside out In a beautiful show of self-destruction Forgotten in the haze I feel my anger starting to fade At this point, I may as well be dead Maybe I already am Welcome to the show You lucky viewers get to watch me Eviscerate myself Stig-ma-ta Do you want to see it? Do you want to see me die? The nameless, it screams No need for tears My final wish: Cease to exist

Why do we choose to live On a planet wading in our own filth You're all nothing but hypocrites Nothing but hypocrites Self-entitled smug little shits The world owes you fucking nothing And when it doesn't go your way You resort to screaming and shouting Because you know it will work No more No more No more NO FUCKING MORE I want you all to disappear And I want myself to disappear I want the country to disappear I want the land, the sea, the air, the life On this fucking shithole of a planet GONE I want the world to disappear I want the world to fucking disappear DISAPPEAR

Pray to your God Hope he fucking hears you Kill for your God Hope he fucking kills you GOD Can you hear me? I will die for you I will kill for you This is all for you THIS IS ALL FOR FUCKING NOTHING THIS IS ALL FOR FUCKING NOTHING FUCKING NOTHING FUCKING NOTHING

"I don't know what I'm doing here. My reason for existing is... a total mystery to me. It's the runner that's always ahead of me: the faster I run... the more I exert myself... the further he pulls ahead... the more it seems to slip from my grasp. I don't know if I should even be here. Or anywhere, for that matter. Wherever I go, I feel I don't belong. Accusing stares, sideways glances, unheard whispers. So I retreat into my shell; craft my own personal world out of nothing - and I hide. Wait out the storm. I sit in the back, melding into the miasma of the background noise... and I do nothing. I may occasionally peek my head out, but I see no reason to expose myself anymore than is necessary in any given situation. It hurts me. It really hurts me. I find my days slowly merging together, a messy and unorganized blur of light and dark. Whole weeks sometimes escape me. I wake up, feeling as though I stepped into a different plane of existence. Some days, I sit and try to quell a homicidal rage that festers within my very core. On others, I hopelessly try and muster immense amounts energy just to simply open my fucking eyes. And it hurts me. It really fucking hurts me. I am a broken mess. I am a mass of scars and wounds. I am wreckage scattered across the wastes. I am the dead body kicked out of the passenger seat of a speeding car on the highway. I am the submerged detritus of a long-forgotten wreck. I am the flash of a face you see in the eigengrau of your dark and empty rooms. I'm the bloated remains weighted down by concrete on the ocean floor. I am an afterthought, a residual image, an apparition, an unwanted visitor, the call of the void." I am already buried. I am forgotten. I am ruined. I am annihilated. I am unloved. I am unloved. I am unloved.

All eyes on me It's all beneath me now You have all drowned in the flood The end of everything Falling down around me You will be forgotten in time YOU HAVE ALL DROWNED IN THE FLOOD YOU WILL BE FORGOTTEN IN TIME Bathed in blood The light of life goes dark Every part of you is gone Into endless sleep Pulled into the void Your bodies torn asunder piece by piece SHIVER IN ETERNAL DARKNESS This is my ascension I am now your god Learn to love misery The dawn of a new era The world is my enemy